From Fear to Faith: How I’m Learning to Trust His Call
Hey friend!
Welcome to my little corner of the internet. I started this blog to document my journey with Jesus, sharing the lessons He has taught me as I strive to become a Proverbs 31 woman. More than anything, I want to be someone He is proud of, someone who will one day hear those beautiful words: "Well done, my good and faithful servant."
Stepping Out in Faith: My Journey to Obedience
Life hasn’t always been easy. From a young age, I struggled to fit in, feeling like an outsider in a world that never quite felt like home. As an introvert with a deep desire to leave a lasting legacy, I’ve faced battles I didn’t always know how to win. Starting this blog—like many things the Lord has called me to do—feels way outside my comfort zone. But in the end, it’s not about me. It’s about being obedient to Him.
I’ve hesitated to launch this blog many times before. Nervousness, self-doubt, and the belief that I don’t really know what I’m doing have often gotten in the way. But this time, I’m listening to the Lord. So here I am! This blog exists because of Him, and I’m doing my best to discern what He wants me to share. This post, in particular, is about the struggle to get here—to finally make the decision to stick with this blog and not give up.
When I was growing up, I didn’t know God personally, but looking back, I see how He was always protecting me. I used to have a recurring dream of walking through quicksand, my legs feeling paralyzed. I was constantly afraid I’d never fulfill my purpose, never become the person I was meant to be. And to be honest, even now, at almost 31, I still wrestle with those same fears. But Jesus, in His grace, has been so patient with me. He’s given me a husband who encourages me, loves me, and is patient as I work through these struggles.
The Call to Obedience: How Jesus Led Me to Write
Writing has always been a dream of mine. Since I was a little girl, people encouraged me to write because it was my strongest subject in school and the best way I could communicate. I also dreamed of having children, a beautiful home, and my own fashion business. As I write this, I can’t help but get emotional. Whether this blog gets read or not, the very act of putting it out there for the world feels both terrifying and right at the same time. It feels like this is exactly what I’m meant to do.
Battling Self-Doubt and Fear in My Faith Journey
I haven’t always been kind to myself. For years, I told myself I couldn’t achieve anything. I gave up on myself over and over again. Self-hatred and worthlessness have been constant companions, and many days, I’ve just watched time slip by—angry at myself for not taking steps toward God, for not stepping out in faith. Like walking onto the water to meet Him!
Finally Choosing Faith over Fear
But now, I’ve decided to show up. Not for myself, but for Jesus. This blog is a testament to my faith in Him and an invitation for other women and girls to join me on this journey. As I seek the Lord each day, I’ll share what He teaches me. Right now, I feel called to write about clean eating, studying His Word, and running a nonprofit organization. He and my husband even helped me design my own handbag, and I’m excited to share that story with you. One of the biggest leaps of faith our family took was moving from New York to South Carolina, and I can’t wait to tell you all about it. One thing I have learned as I sit and write is that following Him is ALWAYS a billion times more fulfilling than hiding in negativity and running away from your calling!
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Your friend/sister in Christ,
Dana <3